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10/4/2009
This new job has been a daily grind but I don’t care. There is only one reason for my total indifference about my career being in the toilet. I am in love. She is fifty-five, bright, funny, energetic, and romantic. In my eyes she is beautiful but in hers, she is aging quickly and all she sees in the mirror is how much she has changed. I hope I can help her see what I see because when she smiles I feel a shockwave that charges my entire being. I am afraid to say to much for fear that this delicious feeling will go away.

10/14/2009
The feeling’s still there! The last two weeks have been the most intensely pleasant of my entire life. We have talked till all hours, eaten sinfully good food, strolled in all weather, and made love so tenderly that it almost makes me weep. I crave her touch. I can kiss her for hours with more interest than I felt watching the first season of Battlestar Galactica. To say Karen completes me is such a cliché but in fact I do feel raw away from her and safe with her. I have spent so many years without this kind of connection that I had convinced myself that solitude is the only way to be strong and togetherness only leads to weakness and disintegration. But what I forgot about is the feeling of being totally in love. It brings light to the darkest areas of my heart and mind. It soothes my fears that life has no meaning. I guess what I’m saying is that I don’t believe that love is god, but I do believe that love makes god possible.

A Place to Find Me by Kate
Cassie is a forty-six-year-old waitress living in Texas. Her lover has left. Her best friend has moved. If Cassie were paying attention, she would notice that her life is a mess. But she has a dog and a house full of memories to keep her warm at night until her mother dies when she suddenly becomes head of a family business--and not a particularly friendly family at that. She finds solace in the arms of an employee only to find out that the lovely woman comes at a very high price. But it isn't until tragedy blind sides Cassie that she is able to step into a world of purpose and hope. If only Haley hadn't come along...

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